Saturday, October 22, 2016


I know the truth,
You dont love me

The thread is getting thinner.

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

aku lelah.

lagi-lagi sedih.

kamu tau kenapa.
kamu pasti tau.
atau engga?

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Jatuh cinta

Aku ingin jatuh cinta semanis setiap cerita cinta yang berakhir bahagia.

Wednesday, April 13, 2016


I love you more than you thought.

Btw, we didn't break up. Lol

Sunday, February 28, 2016


I made up my mind.

On our 4th anniversary, i will talk. I must talk.
I'm pretty sure, he won't remember our anniversary.

We are adults, and not in those teeny kinda of relationship anymore.
We can't waste our times being like this. For how long?

i hate this depressed feeling, anxiety, and angry in most of our relationship.
He must talk something!

But, if he remember the date, and bring me a bucket of flower (which is impossible), i'll never think to talk anymore.

i love, and still love you till this second.
But, if it's only love that i have, we can stand for too long.

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

An endless pain

It's been 2 years.
And this is painfull.
Really painfully.

'Till i wish i have the gut.
To cut my hand,
And my heart.

I can't.

Dream a little dream

There are times like these.
When i felt so depresed.
And the world just like sinking into a gloomy cloud.
Thinking about us.
Thinking about the future of us.

Daydreaming about me and you.
When i look beautiful in white.
When you look so bright like a knight in shining armor
And when we change an everlasting vow.

Or another day dreaming about what we used to be
When you are the most gentle guy in the world.
When i'm the one that you wanna hold everynight.
When the world just revolve around us.

Or straight to the most beautiful dream of all.
When we grow old together.

But a dream just a dream.
Too much dreaming turn yours into a nightmare.