i need time and space

I don't know where to start, but this is sucks.
Since a little girl, i always dreaming about my own prince charming, who will love and cherish me with all his heart.
But reality is a cruel one.
i found someone that i think will be the love of my life, and be someone who will treasure me.
OH WELL! He treasure me as his valuable staff.

i need someone to share my story of the day,
someone to pat my head when i had a messy day,
someone who will hug me tight without any reason,
someone who will be there.

Not someone who takes his job above everything,
treat his client nicely and treat me like a whore staff.
Someone who will get mad at me when i take my days off on busy days.
Someone who never pay a visit to my mom, even in 3 HOLIdays: xmas, chinese new year, mom's birthday.
Someone who only show his face when my father died.
Someone who may be will meet my other family, where there are another funeral.
Someone who think little of everything i did.
Someone who can't understand what makes me happy
Someone who said everything i done for him, he never ask
Someone who don't love me

Queens said, too much love will kill you
Well, it won't kill me,
but slowly but sure, it kill the love that i ever had.
It turn love into hate
happiness into sadness
Tears of joy into tears of pain
Securities to insecurities.