That's All I Know

But the ending always comes at last

Endings always come too fast

They come too fast

But they pass too slow

I love you and that's all I know

All I Know - Art Garfunkle

The Idea of You

 Judul postingan yang sama dengan yang diposting di blog sebelah. Tapi isinya berbeda ya. :)

Terakhir nulis disini sekitar 5 tahun lalu. Much thing happen. People go and go. Nobody come. Hahahaha. The worst part itu di bulan bulan awal breakup. Aku bahkan ga inget kapan kita putus, karena rasanya semua terlalu berkabut. The first 3 months is the hardest. The only thing i wanna do every night is crying. I cry a lot. Tiap nyetir pulang juga selalu nangis.

But im fine now. Time would heal, and thats true. Im fine. Just a bit butuh belaian belakangan. Apalagi gegara kemarin nonton film The Idea of You kan. Gila ya, chemistrynya bagus banget. Sampe super sirik sama Solene. I wanna feel that kind of hug and passionate kiss too. Huhuhu.

I hope this will be a manifestation for may future love life. Dear God, i hope i don’t need to wait a lifetime or two to meet this person.

I wish for a love that will last. And with God’s grace i’ll meet him (or her. Hahahaha) with this criteria:

• Tinggi! Minimal 170 cm ya, biar bisa pakai high heels :) 
• Bibirnya sexy
• I dont mind with tato, piercing atau long hair
• Yang penting wangi!
• Dan bersih dong!
• Sehat
• Punya stamina oke, jadi ga cepet cape kalo jalan, main atau “main”
• Animal lover
• Soft spoken
• Ga kasar
• Bisa respect ke orang sekitarnya
• Punya empati
• Komunikatif
• Punya visi ke masa depan (we arent teenager lagi kan ya)
• Romantis. Please?
• Someone who love physical touch as much as me
• With a lot of hug and kiss
• Ga takut dengan PDA
• Social person
• Again, hopelessly romantic.
• Tidak sombong!
• Outdoor enthusiast
• Bisa bermusik. Piano is a big plus!
• Lumayan penting: muka enak diliat
• Charming
• Have a dazzling smile ❤️
• Love me

Ternyata sulit ya bikin list ini. Merasa masih perlu menambahkan sesuatu, tapi ga tau mau nulis apa. Kayak ngerasa malu gitu. Perlu ngaca apa uda pantese belom buat ketemu cowo kayak gini. 

But it’s okay. Aku akan berusaha untuk upgrade diri juga. Supaya semesta juga lebih mudah buat mempertemukan aku dengan dia. Someone with my idea of love. The idea of you as written above.

First thing first: diet dan lulus AIDA 2!