An endless pain

It's been 2 years.
And this is painfull.
Really painfully.

'Till i wish i have the gut.
To cut my hand,
And my heart.

I can't.

Dream a little dream

There are times like these.
When i felt so depresed.
And the world just like sinking into a gloomy cloud.
Thinking about us.
Thinking about the future of us.

Daydreaming about me and you.
When i look beautiful in white.
When you look so bright like a knight in shining armor
And when we change an everlasting vow.

Or another day dreaming about what we used to be
When you are the most gentle guy in the world.
When i'm the one that you wanna hold everynight.
When the world just revolve around us.

Or straight to the most beautiful dream of all.
When we grow old together.

But a dream just a dream.
Too much dreaming turn yours into a nightmare.