Have you?

Have you ever get sick with someone you love?
Looking at him makes you feel eant to vomit.
And talking to him kind of disgusting.

Well, it's too much.
I know.

But i don't feel any pain.
And in my circumstance this is totally weird.

Me, of all of people.
Me, thehopelessly romantic one.
Me, who cried a lot for him.
Now feel nothing but numb.

6 months.
I'll hold this till 6 months later.
If there are nothing change in this 6 months.
I'll go.
WO from your life.

What is the point of being together when you'renot happy with me?
What is the point of trying to hold on when there's nothing to hold?